i really should be going to bed but.. my head hurts and it’s in the middle of the thinking process. sometimes i do wish i’m not the person i am today. so.. just change .. right? but at the same time i like who i am.. somewhat. well i’m still tryin got find the balance between who i’d like to be and who i really am. if that makes sense. it makes perfect sense in my head lol. but then again i do have a headache and whacked thinking…
you know when you have so much going through your head and you just want to vomit it all out but you can’t because there’s too much going on in your head? that’s me. right now. lol. too much thinking lol! just about people. i’m thinking about people. people and myself. a lot of why and i don’t get it. but then again i don’t get a lot of things LOL. i really don’t i’m actually quite slow. anyways.. i’m going to lay in my bed. in the dark. and think. until i fall asleep. maybe. hopefully i fall asleep.
May 25, 2012
so.. i didn’t take a picture again. i kinda like looking back at pictures and seeing how much i’ve changed lol. so anyways i guess webcamming work if i don’t take pictures haha. just studied then tried to do my stats. so unmotivated. i just need to sit my ass down and put my mind to it and read it. -.-” fucking hate textbooks. they make everything seem more complicated than it actually is. then mila came over. thne we went to timmys to eat, met up with steph and eric there. saw kevin there. then went to josh’s . then went to go pick up MARTIN. waited at 711 for an hour hoping that he could sneak out …… but mission aborted :( I had to pee really badly but i didn’t want to go alone cause thre was a LOT of sketchy people….. ended up going lol then went back for a little bit then mila drove me home.. and here i am. wide awakeish.. well i have a headache lol. but mostly awake.. hahaaa maybe a steeped tea isn’t very smart at 10pm loool ahhhh well =/ wooork tmr morning!
omg. i swear this is why my night has been so good. lol. that would be the only explanation.
lol who cares, i’m happy LOOOOOOL.
#oneofthoseweirdgiddydaysforme LOL boom boom shakalakaaaaaaaaa.
May 24, 2012
… i went to school today lol psych is interesting but … i doubt she’ll be able to finish teaching us the course at the rate she’s going unless she exempts some material from the final. .. I can’t believe i’m half way done spring classes… today is the official last day of phil379 …. it’s kinda crazy LOL. anyways. lrt home with silly girls. :) when i got home, i had a letter waiting for me :) hehe lol pen pallling :) never thought i’d be doing this. but always a first haha :)
Just looking through my grad album :) ! Two years already and now my baby sisters turn :) EEEXCITEEED LOL. I couldn’t choose what photos to post… LOL. I wish I could post it all up again haha. I can’t and don’t say I can haha ! It’s a lot of work =P ! (Taken with instagram)
looove this picture :)
May 23,2012
mumsies locked her keys in her car at work -.-” so she woke me up this morning to go retrieve her keys for her. was going to go later on in the day but i couldnt fall back asleep so i went. aftern i went to run some errands and hunt for some stuffies. went home, ate breakfast, studied for psych. then went to watch the dictator with amanda and dorothea. lol it was so stupid but funny. lol well i guess stupid is always funny LOL then went for pho then decided to go back to watch the dark shadows. which i thought was a pretty good movie lol. i liked it. i love pretty hair and nice costumes. then went for moxies :) yummay then mcdonalds for more food and to just sit there and talk lol. good day :)
may 22, 2012
went to school toooday. when i picked my brother up form work, he brought me fries :) yum. LOL
may 21, 2012
i painted my nails :) loove the brush for dior lacquers. ugh nails are so ugly. i need to stop ripping them.
May 20, 2012
daaay trip to calgary. we stopped by red deer for a pee break … caffeine and lots of water ain’t a good mix LOL. saw some fam friends at timmys lol, i never see vivian in edmonton, of course i would bump into her in red deer lol! anyways, when we got to calgary, we picked my brother and aunt up and met up with my cousin and his gf for breakfast. wandered around downtown… when we got back to our car, the van beside us had their door WIDE open. it’s like wtf. that’s just asking for someone to steal your shit. They had car seat and other misc. stuff…. like really, you’d think you’d want to double check lol. We went grocery shopping after, always go grocery shopping lol .. even if we don’t need food, they go and look at stuff and end up buying a whole bunch of stuff. went back to her house, hung out for a little bit. Then daniel and I went to chinook centre with courtney and tristan. We spent majority of our time in zellers … buying cheap food LOL. then walked around, saw a lego store, started fooling around in there. lol they had little people building stations there! When mall closed, we went back to aunt’s for dinner then took ajax out for a walk, sat outside for awhile then went home. ahh ajax is sooo cute but he sheds like crazy lol good day but soo fucking tired lol i like passed out when we were driving home.
worked, went home, church, dinner, went grocery store for last minutes stuff for tmr then went to my aunts house. lol i looooove little kids and wrapping presents and watching kids unwrap presents LOL so cute. the snoopy on the card was pop up and he was like oh coool! cool! look look! and the parents were like that’s snoopy. LOL he was so clueless haha then he ripped my beautiful wrapping apart but he was so cute doing it , i don’t even mind lol!
A deaf person asks some questions on reddit .. thought it was pretty interesting lol thx for sharing daaaaaniel lol.
http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/ttya2/reddit_ive_answered_a_lot_your_questions_about/
May 17
thought i took a picture of the pink flower tree on campus… but i guess i didn’t. my nails are so short :( i was ripping them during phil … i don’t think they clean their floors very often, my chipped nail polish was still on the ground lol! anyways, didn’t do much. school…
May 18, 2012
went to watch avengers with mila then we kinda walked around decided to make bracelets while browsing chapters. went to her placed watched some ellen while making bracelets . lol no bad at it haha. our string was too short so had to connect it with another thingy haha
